Welcome to my head again // I usually make plans so I can cancel them // Yeah I really wish I could explain the hell // I’m sad, angry, but happy when I’m mad // And no one understands me damn // Now I am alone again and I may cry a little but I’m fine with that // Yeah there was a time I used to dance with death // but I got over that and now I write instead
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
Just another Friday night // I know you are longing for a stable life // but all I ever did is trying to survive // if I could, I would, but we both know I’m dead inside // I’ve seen so many PhDs // still my thoughts are speaking way too loud to me // so I took some pills to get a little peace in me // hardly did I know they’d be erasing me
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
I woke up just in time // think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign and I don’t know why // I woke up just in time // I think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign til the end of time //
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
Met you in the daylight, left you in the blacknight // Got the same scars same stains on our hands // Never be the same now I don’t even know how // I go back to life when there’s you in my head // And now I can’t let go // I can’t move on // And so I drown alone // All alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me
Still remember that night I haven’t seen the daylight // Ever since I lost any sense within me // I know it’s getting tight now, if only I knew how
I can run away when I won’t disagree // 'Cause I can’t let go I can’t move on // And so I drown alone // All alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me
I can’t let go // I can’t move on // I drown alone //
I don’t want I don’t want to but I //
Can’t let go (won't let go) // I can’t move on (won’t move on) //
I drown alone (drown alone) //
We were born alone and we die alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me