I remember back when I was young // I never really needed anyone but us
Maybe I was too fast now I’m gone // And now there’s nothing left here to discuss
Don't fix me
Just hold me til I'm unbroken
I know that I’m the one that got away // I really wish I could explain why
For every stupid little thing I did // Baby I apologize
Don't fix me
Just lead me back home again
Don't fix me
Just hold me til I'm unbroken
Don’t fix me, cause it’s on me
To fix it now
Don’t fix me, cause it’s on me
To fix it now
So don’t fix me, cause it’s on me
To fix it now
And I deserve the hell I’m going through
If that’s what leads me back to you
I think I’m gonna keep on running
And I deserve the hell I’m going through
If that’s what leads me back to you
I think I’m gonna keep on running
Don't fix me
Just lead me back home again
Don't fix me
Just hold me til I'm unbroken
I still remember the look in your eyes // Sitting in silence we drove through the night // I broke to pieces and you pulled me close // I said I feel lost so I have to go // I never promised to always be here // The ghost of a memory might haunt me for years // I never planned on me changing my mind // What can I do when I'm empty inside? //
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
But then I see your face again and think I still do
There are still moments, I won't deny // I know what I've lost, what's now behind // Time turns us to strangers and memories they fade // But most of my dreams still begin with your face // For worse or for better, that's what they say // Society games I don't know to how play // Maybe I'm destined to be on my own //
Cause when I'm with you, I'm already gone //
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
But then I see your face again and think I still do
Maybe one day I'll look back in regret // I'm trying my best to get out of my head // I've never been stable, a permanent mess // Somehow I like it, I must confess //
Cause in the end it's all the same // Over and over again
I walk away from good and safe // Over and over again
I don't need you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
But then I see your face again and think I still do
Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //
Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?
Head up high on the borderline //
A smile on my face says I’m alright // Been this way for the longest time // When I say I’m fine it’s most likely a lie
Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //
Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?
Got so used to lonely midnight cries //
All I know is - never let them know // So even if inside my
thoughts go wild // You know I would never show
Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //
Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?
We could call it a weakness // Might line up the reasons //
And the changing of seasons // Almost got me believing //
Time will do all the healing // But I’m still here making sense of feelings // Oh so sick not knowing what they mean // And I still scream, tell me can you hear it?
Maybe, just maybe // I will learn to forget, learn to forget //
Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?
I wish I could turn off the voice in my head // The wall I’ve been building is burning again // Head first I jump – no regrets // I hope I find out where it leads in the end //
If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //
It’s always the same // I never learn // I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // If it’s good // I make it bad //
The voice in my head tells me to lay a fire // I’m losing grip on this mad desire // I need rock bottom to get me high // If I say I love you I am a liar //
If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //
It’s always the same // I never learn // I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // If it’s good // I make it bad //
If it’s bad // I make it worse //
Bad - I make it worse //
Always the same // I never learn //
I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // if it’s good I make it bad // If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //
If it‘s good I never learn
Welcome to my head again // I usually make plans so I can cancel them // Yeah I really wish I could explain the hell // I’m sad, angry, but happy when I’m mad // And no one understands me damn // Now I am alone again and I may cry a little but I’m fine with that // Yeah there was a time I used to dance with death // but I got over that and now I write instead
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
Just another Friday night // I know you are longing for a stable life // but all I ever did is trying to survive // if I could, I would, but we both know I’m dead inside // I’ve seen so many PhDs // still my thoughts are speaking way too loud to me // so I took some pills to get a little peace in me // hardly did I know they’d be erasing me
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
I woke up just in time // think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign and I don’t know why // I woke up just in time // I think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign til the end of time //
But there’s no peace in my mind
You know sometimes I hate myself
Met you in the daylight, left you in the blacknight // Got the same scars same stains on our hands // Never be the same now I don’t even know how // I go back to life when there’s you in my head // And now I can’t let go // I can’t move on // And so I drown alone // All alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me
Still remember that night I haven’t seen the daylight // Ever since I lost any sense within me // I know it’s getting tight now, if only I knew how
I can run away when I won’t disagree // 'Cause I can’t let go I can’t move on // And so I drown alone // All alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me
I can’t let go // I can’t move on // I drown alone //
I don’t want I don’t want to but I //
Can’t let go (won't let go) // I can’t move on (won’t move on) //
I drown alone (drown alone) //
We were born alone and we die alone
Lay my head under the water
Lay my head under the sea
I overshare but I don’t bother
I wasn’t safe wasn’t safe, safe from me