I remember back when I was young // I never really needed anyone but us

Maybe I was too fast now I’m gone // And now there’s nothing left here to discuss

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Don't fix me

Just hold me til I'm unbroken

 

I know that I’m the one that got away // I really wish I could explain why

For every stupid little thing I did // Baby I apologize

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Don't fix me

Just lead me back home again

Don't fix me

Just hold me til I'm unbroken

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Don’t fix me, cause it’s on me

To fix it now

Don’t fix me, cause it’s on me

To fix it now

So don’t fix me, cause it’s on me

To fix it now

 

And I deserve the hell I’m going through

If that’s what leads me back to you

I think I’m gonna keep on running

And I deserve the hell I’m going through

If that’s what leads me back to you

I think I’m gonna keep on running

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Don't fix me

Just lead me back home again

Don't fix me

Just hold me til I'm unbroken

I still remember the look in your eyes // Sitting in silence we drove through the night // I broke to pieces and you pulled me close // I said I feel lost so I have to go // I never promised to always be here // The ghost of a memory might haunt me for years // I never planned on me changing my mind // What can I do when I'm empty inside? //

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I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do // 

But then I see your face again and think I still do

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There are still moments, I won't deny // I know what I've lost, what's now behind // Time turns us to strangers and memories they fade // But most of my dreams still begin with your face // For worse or for better, that's what they say // Society games I don't know to how play // Maybe I'm destined to be on my own //

Cause when I'm with you, I'm already gone //

 

I don't need you // like I thought I would do //
Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do // 

But then I see your face again and think I still do

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Maybe one day I'll look back in regret // I'm trying my best to get out of my head // I've never been stable, a permanent mess // Somehow I like it, I must confess //

 

Cause in the end it's all the same // Over and over again
I walk away from good and safe // Over and over again

I don't need you

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I don't need you // like I thought I would do //

Hope that I see you never // I'm so over you
I don't need you // like I thought I would do // 

But then I see your face again and think I still do

Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //

Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?

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Head up high on the borderline // 

A smile on my face says I’m alright // Been this way for the longest time // When I say I’m fine it’s most likely a lie

 

Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //

Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?

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Got so used to lonely midnight cries //

All I know is - never let them know // So even if inside my

thoughts go wild // You know I would never show

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Maybe, just maybe //I will learn to forget, learn to forget //

Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?

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We could call it a weakness // Might line up the reasons //

And the changing of seasons // Almost got me believing //

Time will do all the healing // But I’m still here making sense of feelings // Oh so sick not knowing what they mean // And I still scream, tell me can you hear it?

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Maybe, just maybe // I will learn to forget, learn to forget //

Daydream, Daydream // Will I wake up again, wake up again?

I wish I could turn off the voice in my head // The wall I’ve been building is burning again // Head first I jump – no regrets // I hope I find out where it leads in the end //

 

If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //

It’s always the same // I never learn // I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // If it’s good // I make it bad //

 

The voice in my head tells me to lay a fire // I’m losing grip on this mad desire // I need rock bottom to get me high // If I say I love you I am a liar //

 

If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //

It’s always the same // I never learn //  I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // If it’s good // I make it bad //

 

If it’s bad // I make it worse //

Bad - I make it worse //

 

Always the same // I never learn //

I’m never ashamed of the bridges I burn // if it’s good I make it bad // If it‘s good I make it bad // And if it’s bad I make it worse //

If it‘s good I never learn

Welcome to my head again // I usually make plans so I can cancel them // Yeah I really wish I could explain the hell // I’m sad, angry, but happy when I’m mad // And no one understands me damn // Now I am alone again and I may cry a little but I’m fine with that // Yeah there was a time I used to dance with death // but I got over that and now I write instead 

 

But there’s no peace in my mind

You know sometimes I hate myself

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Just another Friday night // I know you are longing for a stable life // but all I ever did is trying to survive // if I could, I would, but we both know I’m dead inside // I’ve seen so many PhDs // still my thoughts are speaking way too loud to me // so I took some pills to get a little peace in me // hardly did I know they’d be erasing me

 

But there’s no peace in my mind

You know sometimes I hate myself

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I woke up just in time // think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign and I don’t know why // I woke up just in time // I think I’m doing fine // waiting for a sign til the end of time //

 

But there’s no peace in my mind

You know sometimes I hate myself